3/29/2005
Do you ever feel like breaking down
Do you ever feel out of place
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else
Are you sick of feeling so left out
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate
Are you sick of everyone around
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
posted 5:47 PM / post / view (1)
3/26/2005
Please oh please let me get everything done so I can graduate!
Going to have a nervous breakdown now.
posted 7:54 PM / post / view (3)
3/20/2005
I hate my life.
posted 11:32 PM / post / view (1)
3/18/2005
Well. Two people down, one to go. Things are just about settled. Now I just have to say a few last words to person #3, and I'll be done. Thank you to everyone who's been supportive this week, I really appreciate it. It helped tremendously. I've gone through the feeling like crap phase, the really pissed off phase, and now I'm entering the you suck ass, i'm through with you phase.
Go me.
posted 11:24 AM / post / view (1)
3/17/2005
For those of you involved, I'm hurt, angry, and confused. That's where I'm at right now.
posted 1:42 AM / post / view (3)
3/10/2005
I really hate it when my alarm doesn't go off in the morning, when I know I set it before going to bed. I hate it even more when it decides not to go off on the morning of a midterm.
Sigh.
posted 10:18 AM / post / view (0)
3/9/2005
Here's the thing, we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah, yeah
Since you've been gone...
You dedicated, you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Yeah, yeah
Since you've been gone...
And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say
But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on
Yeah, yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since you've been gone
How can I put it? You put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah, yeah
Since you've been gone...
How come I'd never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way
But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on
Yeah, yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone
You had your chance, you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth, I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again
Since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on
Yeah, yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on
Yeah, yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
You should know
That I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone...
posted 12:46 AM / post / view (0)
3/5/2005
I heart my friends! And my brother, too, he rocks.
That's all.
posted 2:02 PM / post / view (1)